The Ghost in the Groove: How Lester Young Unlocked My Balboa
The air in the Savoy Ballroom, even in memory, moved. Not just with bodies, not just with the sweat and the perfume and the sheer ecstatic release of a thousand souls colliding, but with somethingâŠelse. Something you could feel on your skin, a subtle pressure, a pull. For years, I chased that feeling on the dance floor, specifically in Balboa. I could hit the steps, the syncopation feltâŠcorrect. But it lacked it. That ghost in the groove.
Then I started really listening to Lester Young. And suddenly, the floor felt different.
See, Iâd always approached Balboa â and honestly, most jazz dance â with a musicianâs ear, but a musician trained onâŠwell, on later jazz. Bebopâs angularity, hard bopâs drive, even the modal explorations of the 60s. I understood the harmonic complexity, the rhythmic displacement. I could count the subdivisions, anticipate the accents. But thatâs intellectual. Thatâs thinking about the music. Lester YoungâŠLester Young forced me to feel it.
It wasnât a sudden revelation, more a slow bleed of understanding. Iâd been circling around his work for years, acknowledging his influence, appreciating the melodic grace. But I hadnât truly absorbed his phrasing. I hadnât understood the space between the notes.
Young, âPresâ as he was known, didnât just play the melody; he breathed it. His solos werenât a relentless assault of ideas, but a conversation, a languid unfolding. Heâd take a phrase, stretch it, caress it, then leave a pregnant pause before responding. It wasnât about what he played, but how he played it. The way heâd subtly bend a note, the almost imperceptible vibrato, the way his tone could shift from velvet to steel in a single breath.
And that breathâŠthatâs where the key to unlocking my Balboa lay.
Balboa, at its core, is about subtle weight changes, a conversation between two bodies responding to the music. Itâs a dance of inches, of micro-adjustments. Itâs not about big, showy movements, but about a constant, fluid negotiation of balance and momentum. And for too long, I was trying to lead that negotiation, to impose my interpretation of the music onto my partner. I was thinking about the steps, not the feeling.
Listening to Young, particularly on tracks like âLady Be Goodâ with the Count Basie Orchestra, or his collaborations with Billie Holiday, I realized I was missing the crucial element: yield.
Young didnât force his solos. He allowed them to emerge, to unfold organically. He listened to the other musicians, responded to their ideas, and created something new in the moment. He wasnât afraid of silence, of letting the music breathe.
Thatâs what Balboa needed. I needed to stop leading and start listening. To stop anticipating the next step and start responding to the subtle shifts in my partnerâs weight, to the nuances of the music. To allow the dance to unfold, to breathe, to find its own rhythm.
Itâs a matter of internalizing the âandâ counts, sure. Understanding the off-beats. But itâs more than that. Itâs about feeling the elasticity of the rhythm, the way it stretches and contracts. Itâs about recognizing that the music isnât just a series of notes, but a continuous flow of energy.
I started practicing with Youngâs recordings specifically. Not just passively listening, but actively trying to embody his phrasing in my movement. Iâd focus on his breath, on the spaces between his notes, and try to translate that into my own dancing. Iâd slow down, really slow down, and focus on the subtle weight changes, the micro-adjustments.
And slowly, something shifted. The dance started to feel lessâŠmechanical. Less forced. It started to flow. The connection with my partner deepened. We werenât just executing steps; we were having a conversation. A conversation fueled by the music, by the ghost in the groove.
Itâs a humbling realization, this. To understand that the key to unlocking a dance like Balboa isnât about technical proficiency, but about emotional vulnerability. About letting go of control and allowing yourself to be moved by the music. About listening, truly listening, not just with your ears, but with your entire body.
Lester Young didnât just play jazz; he lived it. He embodied it. And in doing so, he taught me a lesson that transcends music and dance. He taught me the power of surrender, the beauty of imperfection, and the importance of breathing.
Now, when I step onto the floor, I donât just hear the music. I feel it. I feel Lester Youngâs breath, and I let it guide me. And in that moment, the ghost in the groove comes alive. And the Savoy, even in the 21st century, feels a little bit closer.